Month: April 2007

Just a quick one–I have to buckle down and get some work done. Yesterday proved to be a fruitless day for homework, but I rested, and finally my appetite returned. I was on the mend! I also had the best night’s sleep in almost 4 days last night, which left me feeling good this morning.

I woke up to the fears, anxieties, and regrets of the alcoholic in denial and struggling to manage a life without the tools or knowledge of how to use them. For this I practice quiet detachment and the Three Cs–
I didn’t Cause it, can’t Control it, can’t Cure it. So I let it go.

I have been watching ‘Firefly’, the Joss Wheddon show set in a 500 year future. I really love the sci-fi/cowboy-western combo, and I’m sorry that it never went beyond one season and a TV movie.

Anyway, back to the EU…

Johnnyboy

I went to a Step meeting last night instead of class. It’s alright. Class would have been a 3 hour driving commitment plus 2 1/2 hours of attendance…No brainer, really in my condition.

Afterwards I came home and realized that I was very feverish and probably shouldn’t have driven. I was also a little dizzy and chilled, so I bundled up in a sweatshirt and pants and crawled under the covers, shivering the night away.

I woke up around 3AM and noticed immediately that wasn’t cold anymore, and that I was covered in sweat. I guess my fever broke–thank you Tylenol!

So today is another ‘East Does It, But Do It’ day for me. I might skip my home group meeting and stay home and work on school assignments. I would like to finish this EU paper by Saturday…Plus I have tons of reading to begin chipping away at.

Johnnyboy