I’m getting better…

For those of you following the saga of my head cold, it is on the down-swing. I woke up this morning feeling slightly better than yesterday, so I decided to call the whole thing off and stay at home. I was supposed to go to a seamstress and have some chinos hemmed and cuffed, but I cancelled after making my decision. Instead I read “The Color Purple”, some philosophy, drank tea, juice, water, took some pics of my newest aircraft build, and tried to squeeze in a nap among the raging goings on of a nothing day. But that’s alright. I’m also going to skip the meeting tonight. I think if I can have one more night without a radical change of body temperature, I may kick this cold into next year.

I had a brainstorm the other night about smoking cigarettes. Now, I smoke, but very infrequently and not at home. I manage a pack of smokes every 2 1/2 days or so. Still, in my state a bill has just been passed that would increase the price $2 across the board! I know that they are bad for me, and I know what they do. The fact is that I am stubborn and willful when it comes to these things. Oh yeah, my brainstorm…

I want to smoke a cigarette. That is obvious.

But I don’t need to smoke a cigarette. I think it may work. Every time I experience a craving, I say to myself, “I want one, but I don’t need one.” After all, what have the little bastards ever done for me? Sure, they look good on film, in black and white, in a tuxedo, but how often do I ever get that chance? Never. So I’m going to try to dump these things. At the very least I’ll save about $24 a week (my cigs currently go for $5.75 a pack) after the price increase.

All this talk of smoking makes me want to have a smoke, but that would mean going outside, temperature change, etc…

I want my family members to stop reading my blog. Stop it, right now. Think of it as a dresser in someone’s room: sure you know where it is, but that doesn’t mean you have to rifle through it looking for clues as to lifestyle and opinion. Set some boundaries, folks.

Johnnyboy

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Johnnyboy is a queer recovering alcoholic. For the moment he is also the primary caregiver for his mother, who suffers from age-related cognitive impairment. She is happy as a lark and is surrounded by a crew of sober women which gives him the freedom he needs to get out of town. When he is not at home in Somewheresville, he is searching out the proper path to travel for happiness and joy. He is a photographer who believes in the digital age, but feels that film is still where its at. He has a darkroom and works in it. He is single and is in remarkably great physical condition for all the damage he has submitted his body to. His cardiologist is very happy. Johnnyboy is over the age of 35.