She´s right, of course…

Yes, it´s true. Apparently I brought the moving van along with me to Croatia. This is all very humorous and I will take it easy, as she advises. One day at a time, easy does it, Think, think, think. Knowing that she´s out there and I have seen her, kissed her, and sadly waved goodbye as the taxi drove her to the airport is hope enough for me.

Never fear, Muru, I will not put too much weight on this. It´s a blessing that we met, and this will happen again, in the time of our HPs.

Last night I had a wild dream. I was undergoing painful and trying trials by fire and endurance. At the end of these exertions I was told that I had become a ´soldier of God in the fight against the forces of Darkness´. I felt that ´God´ meant something much older and far more powerful than anything humanity could even conceive and that all I had to do was live my life as I am doing. Coming on the heels of great temptations to drink and exert my control over situations beyond my abilities, I feel that this has significance to me. I´ll be careful with whom I share this information lest they find me a nutter!

Sleep tight world, you´re getting smaller by the minute.

Johnnyboy

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Johnnyboy is a queer recovering alcoholic. For the moment he is also the primary caregiver for his mother, who suffers from age-related cognitive impairment. She is happy as a lark and is surrounded by a crew of sober women which gives him the freedom he needs to get out of town. When he is not at home in Somewheresville, he is searching out the proper path to travel for happiness and joy. He is a photographer who believes in the digital age, but feels that film is still where its at. He has a darkroom and works in it. He is single and is in remarkably great physical condition for all the damage he has submitted his body to. His cardiologist is very happy. Johnnyboy is over the age of 35.